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Wind Boy 13

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I almost feel like I don't quite have the right to use the word Hüshwa, I guess?  Like, maybe if I were more truly a part of their world and always had been, maybe if I didn't have red blood mixed in with the air-made-liquid in my veins, I'd have more of a right to claim the language and people and culture as my own. Which, they are. They've never excluded me from anything, ever. But by virtue of my relative solidity, my mother, my home-on-the-ground...there are just some things I can't do. Some ways I'll never be a part of the Wind People.

Maybe it's just me. Maybe I'm punishing myself for not being what I want to be. I can call myself a Wind Person and feel okay about it. But I can't call myself a Hüshti, not without a trickle of guilt, a sense of farce, oozing down into my stomach.
Poor Sky. He really is a playful person, but it's his pensive moments and his internal pain that come through the loudest and call for me to write them. 

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He's still working to determine exactly what he is and where he fits in the world - where his ethnic buoyancy is, as it were? This reminds me of a number of posts (I think you've reblogged, for the most part) about issues kind of like this. Who has the right to certain titles, and who decides those things? How does an individual determine their own identity, especially when the primary pressure for that is internal? Interesting stuff, and I appreciate getting this more serious side of his psyche!